Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Got a scolding from my father..for not submitting the renewal licence for the factory. Tried telling him that i memorised the correct password but still could not log into the website, but he practises selective hearing nowadays. So he asked my bro to submit it for him. As expected he couldn't log in as well. I thought this would prove to my father that the problem does not lie with me. But guess what..even my brother blamed me. Sort of.
Not feeling too good. Maybe it mood swings. Maybe it's stress. Maybe it's the night. Maybe it's memories. Maybe it's just emotions.
The world seems upside down from my perspective. Who can turn it the right side up again? God definitely can..but...sometimes we get so depressed that we don't see Him. That's how I'm feeling now. Just pray that I won't spread my unhappiness to others. Contain it..in my heart?
Back to same phrase: immeasurable, unexplainable, incomprehensible confusion and pain.
i left my footprints (:
22:08Y
